speaking my mind

you stupid ass.
why dont you love me?
yes, it hurts.

come to me now, and say why?
i want to know.
i need to know.

probably you dont cherish love.
i am trying to let go
but not speaking to me only makes it worse
and hearing this shit makes you so pathetic.

i dont even understand why i would love you
why is that feeling still here.

maybe you should act more like this.
maybe then you chase away the feeling.
maybe i would die for you.

okay, i wish i could tell you exactly what i felt.
then you probably should say with a soft voice, i know darling, it hurts, but you really should let me go. its better. im no good for you. watch the starry night, and enjoy your ride home.

and then i would nodd lifelessly and touch you for the last time while walking away.
my heart is crying. you've torn it.
and i would think, no, i love you, and only you. and i already gave you my heart. keep it. dont you dare giving it back.

your my drug.
your wandering through my head.
cant you just leave me alone.
for once.
because you should know that i never really forgot you.
and probably never will.

fresh start.

i want to start over.
for practically everything.

from now on, im gonna post what ever is on my mind.
because, it wants to go out.
and be shared with, even if no one will read.

im gonna express my feelings trough text and photos i think.
not that, that is not the purpose of blogspot. lol
what ever, i just feel like doing this.
so, enjoy :)

XOXO

sincerely, Me

helloo there.
we´ll that was a long time ago since i wrote my last post.
phew.
i am really sorry.
and all the things i´ve done, in like 4 months.
wooosh.

gonna tell everything a little bit.

first I went to england and that was amazing.
england is very pretty and has very awesome people. and city´s (JEEZ I LOOOVE LONDON)
and I made a lot lot lot lot lot lot of photos.
that i might show in all of my following posts.

what am i doing
probably like no one is interested in what ive done the past four months..

whatever. im telling anyway.

when i came back from england en went surfing with a dear friend. SURFING IS FUCKING AWESOME!

and with another dear friend i went 'wadlopen'
idunno the english word for that, but it means you walk to a closely laid island
when it is low tide.

and i had my birthday party, and that was fun!
and more?
uuuhm, we'll i made tumblr which i am addicted to. gluedgirl.tumblr.com

i made a skirt :D i will show you once. that awesome too
and and and i did some photoshoots with another very good friend.
Ilikephotgraphingalooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot<3
if i could i would make it my profession.
that my dream.

yeah.

well

uhm what i wanted to say is take a look at that the blog from a girl i really like and she makes great great poems.


see title.

yellow moon

hello people yesterday I went to the movies, and I have seen the karate kid ;)
Its a awesome movie, jaden smith and jackie chan both are great.
so ill just put the trailer here.
i really recommend this ^^






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and when i came back, i felt like i wanted to learn karate aswell xd
or maybe i should just once go to china, it seems so beautiful and relaxed, well in nature..
but when we drove home, i saw the moon, and she was so freakin pretty..
so i made somee pictures, but only one was good, but still pretty.
the others do not look like the moon but i still find them interesting :)







soo gorgeous.